I am most creative when I am spiritual. When I am able to connect the beauty around me with the beauty within me, I feel energized to create, to express beauty, and to interact with the mysteries and beautiful peculiarities around me. When I feel spiritual, I notice that I become happier, I become kinder and more patient, and I love more strongly.
I was more spiritual when I was younger, and perhaps that is also why I felt more creative and motivated when I was younger. I don’t necessarily feel I have become a better writer with age. I have to struggle to keep that purity and honesty when I set my pen to paper (or fingers to keyboard). I have to take a moment, a deep breath, and deliberately attempt to wipe away cynicism, doubts, cliched ways of thinking, all the rhetoric of every-day “adult” life that gets accumulated in my head and finds a way of seeping into my writing, the lack of passion, and notions of what is “realistic”, or “practical”. I have to try harder to simply be.
I used to write to find myself, the core of my being, to connect with the Creator, the Oneness, the Open. I would constantly be composing poetry in my head, thinking of beautiful ways of phrasing anything interesting I saw, my fingers itching to write EVERYTHING down, to describe it all, to paint it with my words and preserve it.
I don’t do that as often anymore. In fact, I rarely write just for my spirituality, for myself. I rarely write now just for the sake of writing, of BEING on the page. Mostly because I have no time. And also because I’m too busy writing academic and analytic essays, which have a way of sucking the passion and creativity out of me.
I have an action plan to get in touch with my creative, spiritual, writerly self.
- Write min. 1 page of free writing first thing every morning. In freehand, on paper.
- Meditate. Take 5 minutes everyday and devote it to silence. No thoughts. No worries. Just silence.
- Read for pleasure! At least one page. Every day. Just simply for pleasure, and no other reason.
- Be grateful. Before I go to sleep, think of 3 things I am especially grateful for.
“You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you.”
― Ray Bradbury